Heads Up poetry column: Gravity
A Poetry Column By Philip Appleman
Gravity
F=Gmm’/r2: directly proportional to the
product of the masses, inversely proportional to
the square of the distance…
One false step and you’re off the ladder,
plunging in free-fall through
a lifetime proportional
to the product of its losses down
through decades to Mother Earth who breaks
your heart your spirit your bones
jarring your life into ceaseless pain.
And the pain that will not stop
is a poison vine, its roots deep in your chest,
is a snake reaming your veins, gouging our endless
yesterdays, the ceaseless pain
of history: night after night
you cannot sleep—in the dreary hours
you read about the Age of Faith,
when godly ones bowed to a holy
ghost, told their beads to a blessed mother,
and ripped off the screaming fingernails
of unbelievers; when priests, inspired
by the Pope’s own personal blessing,
tore off nipples with red-hot tongs;
when monks thumbed out the eyeballs
of heretics and saints, and seared their flesh
to purify their souls.
With enough gravity and pain,
with enough pain long enough,
we will see their glowing eyes: the fervent ones
on the march again. But because our memories
are inversely proportional to
the distance between them, we don’t recall
that when the high wall between priest
and politics is wrecked by frenzied mobs
screaming Hallelujah,
then the godly ones will lead us again—
our ears sliced off,
our tongues cut through,
our foreheads branded—
they will lead us triumphantly back,
back through our hazy memories,
to burn again
in an Age of Faith.